Good morning
That place where we are often in ..
I've traveled through a complete, and utter, life changing event that (by rights) I should have long since failed to be human. Things that I used to think were important, no longer have any value for me .. and the others that I intensionally avoided have bitten me on the bum and won't release their grip.
A few months will bring me into the third year (or a 2 year anniversary) .. and somehow, in this day and age, I have been given a chance to see, and hear, and know, and learn from, and celebrate with, the one thing I never believed was real.
I am (still) constantly amazed by actions that are considered natural and normal, though I've never seen such miracles ever performed. What I had been building for the last 40 years has become the final chapter in a book I'll never write in again. The new pages are clean and different to before .. and it will be another 40 years of learning it.
Bitter sweet .. Pride is both a solution, and a problem .. it all depends on how you spend it.
"Sometimes we need all the glue we can get, just to hold ourselves together"
