Happiness is elusive, but sadness is always right behind me .. following my footsteps.
I recommend trying NOT to find Love. The Love I once had was taken away by the same girl that acted .. pretended .. to give it to me, though she left it close enough to remind me of what I no longer have. More than 6ix months ago, when she pulled the plug, still feels like yesterday.
It's a scar .. sure, it no longer feels the same and the pain is mostly gone but .. everyday you see the scar you are reminded of where, and how, and who, gave it to you. I'll never be free .. will I? I think I will be perpetually ..
Locked In Chains.
