When you have nothing ..

There is something consistent with the oppressed, the restricted, the 'locked into violence', the minority, the Important Few (and YOU are One of them) .. around the world have gone through these problems over, and over, and over again.

Your Pain turns into Rage, your Rage turns into Roars, and your Roars turn into .. your Revolution.

You can end up loosing everything that is yours; everything you have worked for, everything you have built, everything you have earnt .. and you can end up with Nothing.

I am the same, I have Nothing .. I have been building, making, working for the One Important part of my life. Now, I am already starting to loose that Important One. But .. even if I have Nothing else, the one thing I DO know, when you have Nothing ..

You have Nothing to loose!

Never Together, Never Alone

My Sweet little Angel ..

You may not be here .. with me ..

holding my hand ..

telling how you feel today, and tomorrow ..

telling me you are always thinking of me ..

and loving me.

But .. you ARE here, with me ..

always here in my heart, and always here on my mind ..

though I'm always sitting alone, I'm feeling sad without you ..

though I'm always sitting alone, I'm always thinking of you ..

I close my eyes and dream of you.

And I wish .. I wish you were here, with me ..

together, by each others side, holding your hand ..

now I know how much I miss you every minute of every day ..

now I know how I was born to be here.

I've been born to Love You.

And that will never fade away, my little Angel.

I Love You ♥♥♥♥♥

Discovery of that which I already know but always forget

Good morning

That place where we are often in ..

I've traveled through a complete, and utter, life changing event that (by rights) I should have long since failed to be human. Things that I used to think were important, no longer have any value for me .. and the others that I intensionally avoided have bitten me on the bum and won't release their grip.

A few months will bring me into the third year (or a 2 year anniversary) .. and somehow, in this day and age, I have been given a chance to see, and hear, and know, and learn from, and celebrate with, the one thing I never believed was real.

I am (still) constantly amazed by actions that are considered natural and normal, though I've never seen such miracles ever performed. What I had been building for the last 40 years has become the final chapter in a book I'll never write in again. The new pages are clean and different to before .. and it will be another 40 years of learning it.

Bitter sweet .. Pride is both a solution, and a problem .. it all depends on how you spend it.

"Sometimes we need all the glue we can get, just to hold ourselves together"