Value-less

Something .. anything .. that does not have a value, that is without value and has no value, non-valued ..
Valueless ..
They cannot be bought or sold, stolen or hidden, lost or discarded, copied or framed .. they are unique and common, everywhere and never noticed, touched without contact though pushed without care .. like a rusty sign with nothing left to read but won't fall over ..

This is a comfortable personal description.

How far is away?

I've been pushed further, and further, and .. now I am just away ..

Is it enough for you?

Far is never far enough .. ?

I murmured a vow of silence and now

I don't even hear when I think aloud
Extinguished by light I turn on the night
Wear its darkness with an empty smile

I'm creeping back to life
My nervous system all awry
I'm wearing the inside out

And with these words I can see
Clear through the clouds that covered me
Just give it time then speak my name
Now we can hear ourselves again
--

Where were you when I was burned and broken

While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

If this feeling ♥ is Obsession, then I will never know Love

Things have gone so far away .. she is happy to smile and say “Yes I love you” when we are together but ..

Time together is almost impossible, online chatting is almost like talking to myself, never a single email is returned, the next txt I get is more than a week before the last ..

This downward spiral began months ago, and all I’ve been able to do is watch it fall. Where is the .. Interest? Desire? Love? Where is it?

What have I done wrong?

Can anyone tell me how to stop all this crying .. ?

Lost and .. unknown .. ?

It is so hard to describe the actions, the options, the opinions .. but I don't mean mine!

There is basically .. no interest. I am so .. hurt .. again. Any excuse is what I am often given .. just so there is no reason to talk. Sure, when you get home you should sleep .. not chat, like we wanted. I turned things off so as to not disturb you!

When we did chat, you wouldn't tell me anything about your friends .. you started to say something, then stopped. Started again, then stopped again. I don't understand so much, and you don't want to share it with me.

What are you doing?

You seem to find .. so many other things you would rather do. FB.

I DON'T CARE about it!

Why is this so hard? "What are you doing?" What do you want to do?









You got a rose .. that is a good thing, and you were happy in the photo. Never heard from you again. I know I know .. you can't contact me. I know.

I am Lost .. you were my map .. but I'm never allowed to see it ..

I am Lost .. :'(

Am I going to lose more .. ?