Thursday 13 December 2012

At a lose

I am at a lose .. for what I want to say, or how I might say it .. or even if I should speak.

I have given so much to just one lady, one Angel, this last 2wo years .. but now .. I think it is clear to say that I was never good enough for her.

I could never make her happy. We have been to many place, and done many things .. I have given her everything I could, and always gave more than what she wanted. I have tried to be the best man she could find, I have never cheated, or argued about stupid things, I have taken care of her in every way I can ..

Now .. she has already 'found' 2wo other men to be with .. I don't know if there are others. Without reason, because she never tells me the truth .. without reason she has just moved away from me. Just moved away .. and now, I am no-one to her.

I am no-one.

khoi kon diao dta lort bpai
I will be alone forever.

Saturday 1 December 2012

A single word

I noticed a word I used in my last post .. 'fell'.
Gravity has a huge impact on anything we do day to day and, as such, it is a word we commonly use to imply a distance or depth.
I had a look around the inter-web today and kept looking over various pages on someone many of you will have heard of ..
Gabriel.
As an archangel, his use of the 'fell' has nothing to do with the effect of gravity. When he 'fell' from Heaven to Earth, the first thing he started to become aware of is ..
Falling.
The stories and history I have been reading have been giving me (or lending me) who it is that I may have been talking too. I thought I was talking to the Big man himself but, it may be that I was chatting with one of His better angels. I was trying to find out what Gabriel was falling ..
For.
It was a war, between Good & Evil, and the angels are the only front-line that can be used. With so few .. all of seven for each side .. I was finding it difficult to understand just why there was such a war. It is easy to see the problems with the Good & Evil thing, so why are there only seven angels to fight for ..
Us.

Because .. we are worth it.